Something About Love from Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ
By Max Carter
The last few days hasn't gone well for me, that was until last night around 9:30pm I started to get irritated with myself and felt that I wasn't worth it and I could tell that it wasn't normal for me to be like this so I logged onto Mormon.org and spoke to an online missionary who was already on my facebook. And I didn't know that it was going to be him until he said "Are you Max Carter?" and I said "yes" and then he turn around and says "We're friends on FaceBook".The missionary's name is Elder Trevor Boardman, and at first I was stunned because I wasn't at all expecting it to be him... haha... But I told him about how I was feeling and then I prayed to my father in heaven and told him about how I was feeling and most definitely repented of the sins I had done throughout that week to him.
After I had done this I felt that I had been forgiven but just to be sure I prayed again to him and I felt at peace. And Elder Boardman told me to watch some General Conference and after I had spoken to him I listened to him and while doing so I was shaking for a while, and it's unsual for me to feel that and I guess it was the Holy Spirit guiding me back on to the correct path and so I listened to some messages from the Prophet and Apostles and the Seventy and felt much better.
Though I was still shaking a tiny bit after it felt great to know that Heavenly Father is there for me when satan had his so called claws in me, and it just goes to show how powerful prayer actually is and how much it can help in a desperate time of need. I am so thankful to the missionaries who I spoke to last night, if I didn't do that I would still be in the evil clutches of satan. And I promised my saviour and father in heaven that I will NEVER let him in again, and If he tries I shall ignore him and tell him to get lost and bother his own kind.
I am thankful for the love heavenly father and Christ has shown me because I am now more happy than what I was yesterday and that was only 24 hours ago believe it or not haha....
But if you have a problem get down on your knees and open your heart out to your father in heaven, he does reply and does help you through it all, believe me it's most definitely worth it :)...
I was flicking through my scriptures about ten mins ago and it landed on Enos and so I read it and felt much better afterwards... Here's a bit of it:
"And my soul hungered: and I kneeled down before my maker, and I cried unto him in mighty prayer and supplication for mine own soul; and all the day long did I cry unto him; yea, and when the night came did I still raise my voice high that it reached the heavens.
And there came a voice unto me, saying; Enos, thy sins are forgiven thee, and thou shalt be blessed.
And I Enos, knew that God could not lie; wherefore, my guilt was swept away.
And I said; Lord, how is it done?
And he said unto me; Because of thy faith In Christ, whom thou hast never been heard nor seen. And many years pass away before he shall manifest himself in the flesh; wherefore, go to, thy faith hath made thee whole.."
These are in Enos, and they helped me today by reading this... So do kneel down and pray for help :)...
I say these things in the sacred name of Jesus Christ.Amen.